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Title: The Shallows: What the Internet Is Doing to Our Brains
Author: Nicholas Carr

To make it clear: I read this book so I could work with the college writing classes at UMass Lowell. They selected this book as their focus for the semester. A large majority of the faculty are pulling assignments from things found in this book. To provide support I felt I needed to be engaged in the conversation. I had read the original essay and didn’t take offense to Carr’s argument. I thought this would be a great read, a great source to generate research ideas and discussion points, and it would help me when students need research help.
I gave up on this one after chapter 3. I blame chapter 2 for making me not want to continue. Carr’s premise is that there is a problem with what the internet is doing to our brains. I found myself questioning if this is a bad thing.
I will admit I loved his chapter on neuroplasticity. I find this topic fascinating and would have enjoyed a book that focused on the biological and neurological changes happening as a result of changing how we consume, process and integrate data. I found value to the argument that reading on the web changes how we read. He lost me when he went back to Socrates and how the world changed when we shifted away oral communication and memorization to written communication. Carr went on and on about how they complained about how it would ruin oral traditions. Yes, it changed how we communicated. It changed how our brains worked, but it certainly didn’t ruin society. I felt Carr’s implication was giving validity to the fears of the ancient Greeks.
This is when I just stopped reading. If the argument is that this is ruining our brains then couldn’t this be an example that changing doesn’t mean ruining? How do we know this won’t be good in the long run? Did oral traditions totally disappear. There is still value in the spoken word: storytelling, public speaking, reciting poetry. They have become art forms and skills to develop to better yourself.
Should I have kept reading? Maybe, but I didn’t stop because I couldn’t read the way I use it. I stopped because I disliked his book and his premise. Do I disagree with him? Not necessarily; I simply don’t think we can judge the changes to our brain just yet. This book came off as a complaint more than informative for me. That’s not what I am looking for.
Finally, I was asked to include this commentary by a colleague. Carr covers the history of technology, but he fails to cover the history of the computer or the internet. I would think this would be important to cover if you are criticizing how the two are changing our brains.

 

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It’s time for a thesis update!

Things are progressing nicely and I am still hopeful that I can graduate in May or, at the very least, have defended the thesis by May and graduate before the end of the year.

When I last updated you it was November and the literature review had been turned in.  I got my grade for that: 4.0 and this week I finished the thesis prospectus (the proposal for my final project).

The prospectus was not as difficult as the literature review.  I suspect very little will be as difficult as that literature review.  The prospectus included the literature review and some other information.  I had to discuss the theory I am using.  I had my research epiphany on my Seattle trip.  I am looking at a anthropological theory called performance ethnography.  The basic idea is that one can view the performances in a culture to understand the values of a culture.  This is not just artistic and religious performances, but also legal and social performances.  I am focusing on social dramas within various groups.  We each have various groups we belong to and perform within.  This could be family, friends, clubs, or anything we have a group of people involved.  Periodically there are breeches in the groups activities.  Someone causes a disturbance that needs to be resolved.  Social dramas deal with that breech and the way the group members resolve the problem.

In my case I am looking at how Wikipedia editors deal with social dramas within the entries they work on and within the workings of the entire encyclopedia.  Breeches, in this case, can be vandalism to an entry, editors who disagree with the direction of an entry, or editors who cause problems across multiple entries – among other things.  There is more to this, but that is the basic idea.

I also had to include more details about how I plan to gather the data for my research.  I am starting with a survey and doing interviews.  After I turned it in I started thinking that I should also do more observations in Wikipedia, but I am going to wait for my committee to give me some feedback.

Next steps?  I am going to get some feedback from my committee and then move forward with my own research.  The hope is that I will have something I can actually publish when I am done.  Not the entire thesis, but maybe portions of it.  I need to publish in order to get tenure in a few years.

Oh, if you know people who edit Wikipedia, or you do so yourself, please have them get in touch with me if they want to at least take the survey.

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Trucking Along

Trucking Along by librarygurl
Trucking Along, a photo by librarygurl on Flickr.

I have made a lot of washcloths since I started knitting. They are so quick and easy. When the pattern is right they can be so much fun. This was probably one of my top 5 favorite washcloths. I made this for Kal, Erica’s new baby boy.
I went with a solid green yarn. I am pretty sure I have said it before, but solid cottons are ideal for patterns like this. This is especially true for deeper solids. The darker and deeper the color, the better the pattern looks. You can go too dark, but this green was perfect.
These cute little trucks are just too cute and perfect for future bath times.

See the pattern on Ravelry

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I am becoming a bit fascinated by the idea of neuroplasticity.  This is the current theory behind how our brains work.  Basically,  the neurons in our brains make connections and do stuff.  The fascination for me is in habit forming.  The neurons can be reinforced in your brain to create new habits.  The more you do something, the stronger the neurons telling you to do it.  I thought I would put this to a test by making flossing a habit.  Seven months after I started it is pretty much a set (and annoying) part of my routine.  I don’t love flossing, but it has become habit to floss before I go to bed.  Yay me!

Still, this wasn’t enough for me to give credence to a theory.  I need to test it on something bigger: exercise.  The bane of my existence is ways flossing could only wish to reach.  I think most overweight people will agree that exercise is evil.  Still, after my December breakthrough about my weight, I know it has to actually be part of my plan.  The only option is to make exercise a habit.  I may not like it, but I have to make it so much a part of my routine that I just do it.

My plan of action was to join a gym and get a trainer.  I knew it would be expensive, but this is about my physical and mental health.  I will figure out the money if I can make it a habit.  See, here is what I know about myself:

  1. I am lazy.
  2. If I hit a wall I will use it as an excuse to stop
  3. If I am not feeling encouraged then I will give up
  4. I have no idea about my limits
  5. If I push myself too much then I will allow that to become the eventual excuse to give up.
  6. I need structure

So, I joined the gym and picked my trainer.  I got through the first four weeks with some ease (despite a cold).    It is probably going to take a few months to make this a habit.  To help me not hit a wall I have done the following:

  1. I only have to go to the gym 2 times a week
  2. I am meeting with the trainer 2 times a week right now (will start doing less in a few weeks)
  3. I am learning my limits and my strengths.  Apparently I am more flexible than I realize I am.
  4. I should exercise in ways I enjoy.

There is a pool at the gym and I am going to try a water work-out this weekend.  I may try Yoga this week just to see how far I can go.  I have been asked to consider a dance class since I did enjoy dancing as a child.

This week started something interesting.  I am officially at the point where, in past attempts to do this, I have given up.  My mind has done the official “I don’t wanna go” thing is typically does.  I have told myself I can just go another day.  What has helped is that trainer I am paying for.  Having to go to that appointment has made me go when I might otherwise skip a day.  Once I skip a day I know I will find it easier to skip others.  This is also the week I am hitting my limits.  The momentum and energy of starting this has worn off.  Not just mentally, but physically.  My body has started showing me my limits.  This is more than just the pain of using new muscles.  I kind of like that kind of limits because thats what I want to push.  What I mean is more what my body simply can do.  Pushing myself too hard impacts my blood sugar and that is something I have to watch out for.

I think if I can push through this typically moment and do something different as a result then I am one-step closer to making exercise a habit.  Also, if I can get out of bed early on a Sunday then I know I am doing something right.

I mean really… 8:30 on a Sunday!?  For real?

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Kal’s Blanket

Kal's Blanket by librarygurl
Kal’s Blanket, a photo by librarygurl on Flickr.

Last night I finally had the chance to meet little Kal. Kal’s mom is my friend Erica (from knitting). Kal was the last of the babies born this winter, but just by a hair.
The majority of the yarn came from a de-stash. There was a lot more of the mint, but as soon as I saw it I knew it was going to be a gift for Erica. I have an addiction to cotton and the Tahki cotton is some of my favorite. It doesn’t seem like it would be soft, but once you wash it the first time the whole texture just changes. It also has a lovely shine that shows off the details so well.
I had intended it to be about 32 inches around. This is a standard crib size blanket. It became a bit larger than that, but I wanted to use the yarn as well.
The pattern is one I got when I finished a blanket for my aunt’s mother. It is a ladder pattern that was simple and could become a bit mindless. It was a great project for watching TV or being social with.
Kal himself is a cutie who is not yet a month old. The very fact that he opened his eyes a few times during his appearance at knitting was cute. I hope he loves it.

See the pattern on Ravelry

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Dinosaur Washcloth

IMG_4862 by librarygurl
IMG_4862, a photo by librarygurl on Flickr.

It’s not very easy to see in the photo, but there is a dinosaur on this washcloth. You see it now, don’t you. No? Go look at the bigger version of the picture. This is the washcloth I made Mason, my cousin Stacey’s new baby.
As much as I love variegated cottons, bold solids seem to do best for washcloths with some image on it. This time I picked a blue since the other items I made were also shades of blue. The pattern, again, was very simple. The nice thing about a washcloth is that it typically knits up quickly. They are a nice break when you have long, detailed projects to work on.

See the project on Ravelry

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Amanda’s Mitts

IMG_4882 by librarygurl
IMG_4882, a photo by librarygurl on Flickr.

I admit it, I am avoiding something on the thesis. Still, I have things to post so at least I am being productive in my avoidance. I showed you the lovely scarf I made Amanda. This is one of two fingerless gloves that go with it. This is the sky yarn from Trogdor. I love Encore yarn. It is by far my favorite worsted weight yarn. I am going to use it for all worsted weight projects.
This project is very simply. It’s knit flat in a knit 2, purl 2 ribbing. Then I sewed the seam leaving enough space for the thumb. Lovely, simple and warm.

See pattern on Ravelry

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A Much Needed Vacation

I am sure you are thinking: WTF Sara?  You post someone virtually everyday and then you disappear for 2 weeks!  Ok, maybe a few of you are thinking this.

The thing is: I went to Seattle.  I saw my best friend, finally met her husband, made her 4-month-old my new best friend (or I became his best friend for a week), realized I am still perfectly happy without one of my own, mesmerized the baby with words, ate too much junk food, enjoyed myself immensely. saw Seattle, laughed at how stupid I use to be (and probably still am), geeked out, took a duck tour, and much more.  I managed to fly away mere hours before a massive snow storm hit.

I posted a bunch of pictures on facebook, but mostly of a baby grinning at me, playing a toy piano and looking cute.  I have other pictures to post.  I saw some beautiful views of Mt Rainer.  I also saw a fantastic BSG and an amazing Nirvana exhibit at a museum.  We did not go up the Space Needle because it was expensive.  Also, two of the three voters wanted to geek out at the museum.  It was worth it.  It was one of those trips that people normally don’t take.  Yes, we did a lot of sitting on our butts watching TV, but it was worth it to get to see Emily, meet Adam (finally after 7 years of marriage) and enjoy Lev as much as I possibly can.  How much, you ask?  My enjoyment ended with crying, feeding and diapers.  Aside from a screeching fit upon my arrival, Lev was quite fun and enjoyable.  Someday I will post pictures from this and my Chicago trip.

Since then I have been trying to catch up with life.  Most of my focus has been on work and thesis.  My goal to submit my prospectus by the end of January is on-time.  The Civil War discussion series starts this Tuesday.  I have done all my readings for both.  I am exhausted from the travel, but am trying to avoid my desire to hibernate in the house.  The lack of massive snow storms has helped.  Although, I am going to visit a gym this afternoon in hopes that I will like it.  I also may see Katie and Des this weekend if all things work out.  So, hopefully I will get back to posting again soon.  I still have some knitting projects to post and then there will be the endless chatter about the thesis.

I promise, back to the virtually-everyday-posting soon.

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Title: March
Author: Geraldine Brooks

I know!  I read a book and am reviewing it!  It has been a while since I did this.  Cut me some slack.  I have been reading for thesis for months.  Why take a break from performance anthropology and Wikipedia reading to review this book?  Well, it is part of the ALA Let’s Talk About It: Making Sense of the American Civil War program.  It is the first book we are discussing on Jan 24th.  It is a Pulitzer Prize winner.  They all seem like good reasons to me.

Before I launch into this book specifically, let me mention Little Women.  This book is not a retelling of Little Women.  Rather, it exists in the same universe as Little WomenMarch focuses on the family, but from Mr. March’s point of view. I am not a huge fan of Little Women.  I have read the books and I have seen the movie.  I am much more interested in the local history woven into the books.  I have been to Orchard House in Concord, seen the Alcott’s graves, walked around Walden and more.

You may recall, Mr. March was away for a good chunk of the Little Women.  He was away fighting in the Civil War.  We get to learn what happened to Mr. March, how he got so sick that Marmee had to go care for him and we learn a great deal of history regarding the characters.  Brooks put a lot of historical context into this novel, taking us out of the small world of the sisters and into the greater world of the adults.  John Brown, Emerson, Thoreau and more are mentioned not just as passing characters, but as friends and acquaintances of the family.  Brooks notes that she used a lot of Amos Alcott in this work.  She looked at his writings and explored his life.  Like March, Alcott was a peddler in Virginia and grew up on a farm in Connecticut.  Like Alcott, March was friends with Thoreau and Emerson.

I greatly enjoyed the book.  It was a very easy read with an interesting look at life in the period of the Civil War as well as life in Massachusetts.  I enjoyed, even though it was difficult to digest, the effort she put into helping people see that abolitionism was not wide spread in the north.  It was especially difficult to accept how similar northern and southern attitude toward slaves was strikingly similar.  The tolerance for abolitionists was minimal.  Considering that this specific element is part of the series theme, it is one I am going to have to make peace with.

I feel this is a good way for us to enter what is probably going to be a difficult discussion about the darkest period in our nation’s history.  I can’t wait for the discussion in a few weeks.

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It’s 2012!

January is always an interesting month for me.  Growing up in Miami always made me confused when people talked about how much January typically sucked as a winter month.  Aside from a week or two, Miami is pretty much always warm and sunny.  It’s nice to vacation to that, but I got tired of living in perpetual summer.  Anyway, now that I live in Massachusetts, I understand why people get so depressed in January and February.  I do everything I can to avoid it.  Oh, there were a few years, when I was broke, when it dragged on forever.  I have learned how to combat the January blues.  February has never really been a problem for me.  My solution: travel and  embrace my desire to hibernate until school is in session again.  I read extensively, knit until my hands ache and cook a lot of soups and stews.  I also look forward in the year and think about what I want to accomplish and what is notable.

For example, 2012 marks my 10th year living in Massachusetts.  Ten years ago I was still coming out of a dark time in my life and trying to make peace with where my choices had taken me.  I was also trying to prove to myself and others that I could accomplish something big.  Ten years later I have what I never even imagined I would have: a good job that I enjoy, great friends, almost 2 masters degrees, I own a home and I have been to Paris (oh, this is huge for me).  In 2002 I couldn’t imagine where I would be in 2012, but to be fair I still can’t look that far ahead.  I have no idea where I will be in 2022.

There is my body.  In 2002 I was probably at my heaviest weight.  You are probably going to be reading a lot about this now because of what has been happening.  Ten years ago I had already spent years trying to just take off 10 lbs.  As soon as I did that I would hit the wall and stop any efforts.  About 2 years ago I realized I was lactose intolerant.  Even two years ago I had no idea how much that would change my body.  Dairy had been a huge part of my diet.  More so than I realized because not only did I feel better after cutting it, I started loosing weight without even trying.  That fall, when I went for my annual check up, I was told I had lost 12 lbs without even trying.  I wasn’t loosing weight quickly, but I was loosing it.  I didn’t really start to see the difference for a year when I finally needed to go down a size in clothes.  This winter I realized I have hit a wall on the weight loss at 40lbs off in 2 years.  I have found the right place for dairy in my life and I like the way I eat right now.  I need more to re-start the weight loss.  I have been humming and hawing about exercise for years, but if I want to keep going then I need to start. This wall was not the kick in the pants though, the clothes were.

Nothing beats a visual for me.  Until I can see and touch something then it might as well not happen.  I realized I needed to go down another size in jeans the other day.  This is huge in plus sizes since it takes a loss of like 20lbs to go down a size.  To compare, normal sizes have about a 10lb difference.  I got a pair in the size I thought I needed and one in the next size down to use as a new goal.  At home I tried on the goal jeans and I was shocked at how well they fit.  It seems I have gone down about 2 sizes in jeans.  I had to return the bigger size and get another pair because I was so excited about this.  The size I am wearing now is a size I haven’t worn since I was in college, over 10 years ago.  I know I look better than I have in over a decade right now and every fiber of my being in screaming to go lower.  I want to wear normal clothes again.  I want to be able to go clothes shopping with friends and not have to go to my own store.

So, now comes the exercise.  I have to make it a habit and I can.  It’s not a resolution.  I am not resolving to exercise more.  My goal is to exercise 2xs a week this year.  I got the exercise clothes, I researched local gyms, I printed the form from my insurance company to have them cover the expense in part and once I get back from Seattle I am going to try some trial memberships.  I may actually accomplish this goal, this year.

Meanwhile, I am nearing completion of the second masters degree.  This, hopefully, will be the last semester I work on it.  I suspect I may still do some work over the summer, but the bulk of the work will be done over the next 5 months.   I have a huge list of things I want to do once I am done with this.  These are things I just don’t have time to do.  At the top of the list is to take a vacation and go some place I haven’t been in a while or ever before.   I could go back to New Orleans (it’s been over 10 years since I was last there) or DC (I was 12 the last time I went there) or even someplace I never imagined I would go to.  I need to save money, but without having to save for the next class… well, that should be easy.  For now, I have to focus on the degree and the thesis.  Most of the next 5 months will be collecting my own research and adding that content in.

If the world ends at the end of 2012 then I will be OK because so much will have happened this year that it would have been worth it.

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